Sunday, February 21, 2016

Righting My Wrongs


I be tha 1st to say I'm weird and have grown to accept that .....I'm a person who live #lyfe to learn it....I feel every human being has 3 #personalities Tha good, Tha bad and Tha crazy.... And with that said I like to share something with all tha father out with kids that's no longer with there mother... Now I'm just saying this from my #experience is easy to say all mane am I always take care of my kids but if all tha right #Elements not lined up in your lyfe it becomes #impossible until you get those elements in your lyfe lined up in order so you can be able to walk straight and focus on what's tha next most important thing to your #survival... Your #kidz they carry what we grind so hard to get and keep alive...Now I know you got fathers out there that can get tha #UnitedStates Father of the Year award... Salute to you..... Trust me you had certain elements are #characteristics that you may over looked in your lyfe that lined up... if those elements/characteristics  wasn't there for you.. you would be in tha category like most of us... I'm not proud to say it but I'm not ashamed either.... I struck out a many if times.... if you would compare it tha #entertainmentfield. I signed deals that was horrible I didn't think.. not  knowing it was better going #independent... I will admit I have #hurthearts and #brokepromises...And when I think about it it's saddens me... But to be honest it also remind me of why I got what I got today (I was bless) cause I learn from my mistakes to be able to correct them before they happen again.... This is one major step to for me in fixing one of two more deals/problem....That tha bad me walk away from... I came to really #understand tha #wisdom of tha grown folks speaking tha words of when u have a child it become no longer about u every move and decision you make affect that child so be sure.... And by me not really understand tha whole meaning of that metaphor earned me tha title of being a dead beat dad.....look I'm not perfect but I'm damn sure not no dead beat dad my title was given to me for not doing what there mother wanted I was more like it takes two to tangle... you meet me halfway I'll meet you halfway ....They was more like naw it's all a hundred percent your #responsibility....So as I grown I learn tha native language of tha wisdom of our Elder's....Provided me to be able to pack tha tools when it comes to fixing my lyfe problem/deals I walk away from are made in this lyfe I lead.....