BortherInLaw

Dear... #lyfe to understand you one must ask tha question... Which never happen cause we get told to never question your creator......By tha way is #understandable but what I ask is not to question but help for a better #understanding.... Tha number one main reason we need your help is tha same thing we wake up Every day and thank you for lyfe....#Lyfe is tha pain we ask our creator to take away from us... Tha hurt we hate to feel... Tha tears we all will have in common to share at some point.... Tha #embarrassment we tend to hide from forgetting that everyone has there flaws...... Tha laughter we all stand so long in line waiting patiently to experience....Tha sorrow to tha million dollar answer to Why! Tha ups&downs of playing tha roles of tha titles your gain over tha years of growing from (husband to wife, boyfriend and girlfriend, Son are Daughter and etc.) Tha highs and Tha lows of yourself.... Tha in's and out's of our coming and going of our decision making.. There no blue print to you we all tend to follow what's comment so we can have and idea but even that idea can be taken away if you not caution in our action and #behavior we display in you.......#Lyfe I Finally got a bother in law though #marriage.......6 month later god sent him his carriage.....gone to soon is an #understatement...I just don't want to say it out loud cause I don't want god to hate me.....So I roll one and have a convo with your soul listening to u saying my bad I Fuck up on this one I really wanted to see myself get old....Damn my nica #lyfe can be so cold  tha minute you take your eyes of death tha next thing you kno it right there on tha next step....Seeing your lil man makes it hard to ...So of course I'm going to do what you would do if I would you.....To forgive is to put oneself in a larger gravitational field of experience than tha one that 1st seemed to hurt us..... Dwayne Smalls I just wish you would have got a chance to figure out tha real things that meant something in your #lyfe...It's not fair how all tha things in lyfe you will never get tha change to really be and enjoy.... (A husband, A Father, A son, A brother, A friend and becoming tha man you was destined to be).....For tha people who really knew Dwayne Smalls and what he meant to us ...He send his Apologies....forever Smalls.......