Friday, August 15, 2014

Tha Day has came

Born Aug 3 1996..... thought i never ever thought see tha day u ah be taken from me....(i miss u keya).....Living my lyfe in this world without a part of my self.....Feel like I'm living my lyfe in hell.....Ya moms bugging out.....what type of shit she on......Only tyme i hear your voice is sometymes over tha phone.......I'm playing her game saying fuck you too....While all along we growing up without us 2.....How could I fall for her shit LORD KNOW I WAS WRONG.....That why I'm taking tha time to ask for your forgiveness in this song........ I know it been YEARS since i hug you baby and if i hold back any more tears my ass might go crazy............
THAT Y I'M HOPING.........

LET ME JUST SAY THIS (I got respect for u GEE) and LET ME JUST SAY THIS ( I wish tha best for u GEE) I can understand if you mad....SHIT..... If i was u I be MAD to..... You my daughter I really wont you to know that when u was coming around i was half way over tha door mat...We had sometymes together.....Share some moments together that still wasn't enough to keep me and your mom's together.....Then yall became a check in your moma's game and daddy street lyfe just only came with tha fame.......I couldn't afford yall and you know how that goes.....so in your eyes i see why you feel tha way you do i suppose...........THAT Y I'M HOPING............

I was young and dumb trying to chase that cash.......Refusing to be like my DAD spending tha rest of my lyfe cutting grass......LYFE on full speed while trying to run from my past but it started to catch up with me gaining on my ass....It's two type of people a predator and a prey I became a predator cause I was tried of being a prey........In-tell tha day i had my 1st son (WHAT!) It's not a girl so I can't fucken run look I'm not prefect but far from a dead beat all I ever knew was tha streets.....In-tell I left NEW ORLEANS to become a better me....Something I wish before I die all yall can see.......but Intell then I WILL BE HOPING..........