I just want to be cremated and given a memorial with principles So please don't invite tha ones that hated me so fuckin much to my funeral... Cause for them they couldn't wait until I die to celebrate wishing I got shot in my head to really appreciate. Laughing feeling a relief that they don't have to do any more contemplating...with no hesitation this fuckin lyfe will show you no patience..... So on that note, all I ask is....... On that day their's no more hate everyone showing love and it's not fake...Lost love turned my soul numb and made my heart cold that's how I can face lyfe issues as if it's was solid gold... People say when I write it's must be painful...Naw I just understand lyfe from every angle... Shit my lyfe at times be like hot water... Always getting scalded by my 1st two daughters only if they knew tha situation their mother lyfe brought us..and how she been sinning a lot longer...I rather my flowers when I can smell them don't wait until I'm gone to let me know how much you felt me and To tha, One's who waited until I die to appreciate.....I rather not that you attend my wake and keep your tears no need to moan... I'm gone...
