I know when you read this blog people and even yourself probably sayin what tha hell. But just like tha title reads happy father day cause I was one of those dad that succeeding and failing all at tha same time that shit hurts still from today trust me I feel y’all but we have to keep tucking and hustling to get that lick so we can pay that bill I think is really fuck up when you leave a relationship tha kids just turn into a bill. Now don't take it like it sound I know it cost to take care of a kids but damn just like a relationship cost to be in If we trying give us that don't take that from us still let us try it's like if we don't pay we can't see them we don't have tha option to give what we have Have it ever came across your mind we may not have it that month but we got something so please understand and once again happy father day to all Father and fuck tha real dead beat dad's you asshole y'all making it worst for other people get your shit together.... I love you Keya and Gee Gee And Taja I LOVE U SO MUCH THAT AT THAT TIME I WAS SO AHSAME OF MY SELF PLEASE DON'T HATE ME I WANTED THA BEST FOR U AND AT THAT TIME I WAS FAR FROM THAT HOW COULD I MAKE U HAPPY AND I COULDN'T MAKE THA WOMEN WHO CARRY YOU HAPPY I WAS A LOST SOUL AND I DIDN'T WANT THAT FOR U WHEN IT COME TO YOU HELL YES!!!!!! I MISS U YES I THINK ABOUT U YES I LOVE U BUT I WAS SO SCARE THAT I WOULD HURT YOU AND I DID NOT WANT THAT SO PLEASE. UNDERSTAND THAT I WAS FAR FROM THA PERSON I AM NOW......
