12 year ago I gain tha best #protection that any #weapon I could ever have in my lyfe give me......Tha #death of my 1st child from my #soulmate...Ya see that day #lyfe really change for me being call off tha raod saying tha #love of your lyfe is in #touble...And not being able to get there in time....and arrive to this.... words couldn't began to explain tha #pain and #anger I felt......I don't kno who and why someone decide to #capture this #moment before she actually when on duty in becoming one of tha best protector of my lyfe and still is....So when I say All I can do is laugh with #GODChild........When #individual set lies trying to stop me........Even doe at times I'm his #hardest student he still got me........She is why call me carzy if you won't but #experience lossing what YOU are soooo commonly to have and take for #granted right in your arm "which would be LYFE" trust me you understand stand ...So to all who ever ask me tha question why....here's a photo of tha answer to why........ #HappyBirthday soulja sorry for time in my lyfe I kinda made your job even harder from my #selfish #actions... Hope Im making you proud Ya brother diving my ass nuts like ya said they would. ...thank for tha heads up...And ya sister sometime it hard for ya mom's by you given us her gave her a contents reminder of how u woulda been but beside that she a spoil flowerlyfe child....lol.....J'lani is J'lani...(still figuring that one out....But I trusting you doe......lol......we miss you soo much chick....hope you have a blast up there with your great grandmother... we will do our usually for ya at that beach love you..that for tha Reayn this morning.......
