I have been living with this demon inside of me since I was a little kid around tha age of 10...............Tha demon name is death I have a unique way of displaying him to anyone even myself in a unforgettable way...............Into tha point where if it was impossible to allow you into my mind you would be surprise how every second I think about that day of not being able point blank period.........But with that surprise it will also allow you to understand why I live my lyfe tha way I do....Yes I know I'm weird but growing up in a place where you was taught to concur your fears I had no choice but to attack it head on......It was tha only way I could survive in a place like New Orleans 7th ward parish and be able to do what I did and not go to jail see New Orleans is a place where death look for it's victim every min and every second like most predominantly Africans American city you ah be a fool not to analogy it............So I did........You know how that old saying goes keep your friends close and your enemies closer lets just say death became my nica and with that I live lyfe constantly reminding myself he was wacthing and waiting for me to slip up and become his next victim.....In lyfe I learned that you only get hurt by things you don't see rather if its in Finance are physical and emational action....... No matter what it is if you don't see it coming it will hurt you sometype of way and most of tha time we don't see things coming cuase we forget to look for it are we forget to think about what we do to other can also be done to us........What ever one it is "forget" plays a very important common role in both of them.......I saw alot of people death took out the minute they took their eyes off him in minutes they was gone......One thing I learned about death is that your never safe no matter where you at he waiting to strike tha min you take your eye off him long enough for him to plot your death.....bam........you outter here...........So I remind myself every day by being gateful for being able to do tha things I do eveyday rather if tha day was bad are good Im gateful cause a dead person can't do nothing at alll......... Now passing in your sleep is really a blessing if you're think about very peaceful will....I guess it all depend on what you go to sleep to that day......Lyfe is really heaven we just got to find a way to live it like tha bible instead thinking theres a place better then this one......So tha next time things look like its tha end of tha world just think about all tha people who you know that is eternally gone from lyfe who will die all over again just to be able to live one more time
