Saturday, June 14, 2014

Letter to my self

Dear jmfreeman

You finally did it....... Out tha 17th year of growing, learning and understanding tha true meaning of what it is to be a father....After tha tons of mistake disappointment and let down and games played. You was able to figure out tha real meaning of It's a bigger picture....And deal with your issues only..... Cause of that you are able to stand still a father knowing that this day will never be equal to MEN as mother day is equal to ALL MOTHERS..(I mean all cause even tha men that's being mother still tell they child about they mother especially if she a gurl...) but I get it doe..... With thats said I take a moments to address My Kartel which most people prefer to as they kidz.....Takeya thanx for allowing me to make up for not knowing and seeing what I was doing to You though all tha up and down with your mother......Germain....mane I don't know where to start.....but I say this I'm so sorry for allll tha time loss ..that a appreciate any thing we have even if it once evey blue moon...... and last but not least Taja ......me and your mother woulda had a better chance of raising you being friends..........what she don't see I do and what I don't see she do and that's something that will never go away.......Now coka leaf aka nicoh I know I'm hard own you but to be honest my nica so many day I just sit back and watch you........Mane that feel of proud you give to me is priceless but if I always tell ya and show you that you gonna get weak...and in this world tha weak get killed.........yeyo.aka msyah. My humble soul really when you grow up people is gonna pay you to have around cause of tha peace your bring when your present is in tha building...........NiNi....aka Aniya...All I have to say is who ever tells you in lyfe your never get a 2nd chance they a got damn lie...cause you are proof when it come to me cause you are my 2nd chance to show tha world I can raise a beautiful respectful gangsta ass daughter.....My scooter pop aka J'lani.....Smile I told you and I promise you forever happiness ...you deserve it.......#happyfatherday to me...... May all my alumni's who still stand in that line I once stood keep ya head up and happy father day from what you still can be  a Father........#itnevertolate