Sometimes it's scary when I achieve my goals by finding peace in my lyfe......It make me feel like I'm coming closer and closer to my death....True happiness is real scary just by tha fact that you never want it to go away.....Nothing is lyfe is perfect you see to me that's HELL but to find perfection love and excitement in lyfe Now that's HEAVEN Being able to live free finding some one to love hard with and experience lyfe though my mistakes and achievements also allow me to be forever young by learning and teaching my kidz what tha true meaning of freeliving