Who I am Is Because of you........

Who I am......isn't tha person I always have been.......When people look at my cover what they see is a young man who been correcting his flaws for almost 15 year from appearances, demena characteristics,faith and understanding this list can go on and on....Thats why I title this I'm not perfect but one thing I has always been is open hearted and loyal I bought that to any table that fed me......So I'm a strong believer in you should never bit tha hand that feed ya..So with that said I took that approach to everything in my lyfe to me manning up and being a Father (WHICH MEANS OVERLOOKING THA STUPIDTY THAT MOST WOMEN CAUSE IN A MAN LYFE WHEN A CHILD IS AVOID) and teaching my kidz about lyfe by using tha mistake I made as a man.........Just like my father did me ya see my dad wasn't tha riches..tha badest...are tha hardest and to most to y'all women today he would. be what y'all would classified as a dead beat, an alcoholic,  and etc. My dad never finished school. wasn't all that attractive...lol and top that he was born what kinda physical handicap when it came to his walk and with all that said I must say my Dad was tha 1st SUPERHERO OF A MAN I ever knew and I'm not just saying that s*** cause he's my dad... I have witness honestly witness this man battle lyfe face to face. not what ah crew,posse,gang are what ever tha fuck u call yall self these days he always roll solo. Still as of this day I have no idea why tha f*** he pick me to roll with him....Tha story goes cause I remind him of hisself when he was young. (better looking doe).....LOL.....If you let him tell it he needed something to punch on...bottom line is that if it wasn't for that man today. plain and simple i woiuldnt be shit.......he's tha reason I'm able to teach my sons about lyfe as they live in it (my father once told me one day I was going to have kids and when that day comes I was going to be tha best dad ever he said i was going to be well rounded, understanding,careing,loving and etc ...... I replied how. do u know that........ he said because all tha fuck up s*** I'm going to do to you...Boyd your ass will have no other choice....and besides I just f**k you up......No really that was his favor line to me....... lmao) This same man is tha reason why I was and able to tell my daughters How much I was sorry for what ever I did are do that may hurt you unintentionally and how I'm able to raise them as if this was a learning adventure for tha both of us......So when it comes to my moms I know she something special. and saw something in him to tha point to allow him to be able to be something no one can take from a man but that man himself (A FATHER) So to all tha deadbeat if its still tha same dog your method having work yet f*** it.....It's not going to work man stop and start taking small steps towards just fixing it because by this time next year you'll be much closer than you would last year..Now back to ' The same rules and regulations that applied to being a father should apply to being a mother...Any women can open her legs and have kidz but it take a real special women to raise them tha right way......And not though they hate...Now I kno we all can saying how wrong tha next person is when it comes to ex. and when children is involved but what we fail to realize just by playing tha game make us automatically wrong........Men leave. tha deadbeat dad for tha male hoe's we have out here.....Ladies allow tha nu age generation dad be father........with are without you....Cause y'all know y'all are far from tha old school generation of women that we use to have....And men understand your women just like we work to hit it .....We got to work to keep it. and to tha both of us men and women kno your space wrong anit going to get. u right and right can easily go wrong becareful and think about everything we do lyfe is what we do it for and in that y im tha 1st to say my bad....im sorry im not prefect ......